inebriated again, but only enough to enjoy it and not enough to stop from bloggin’. had a great time today. started a new and promising drawing and yes, it involves barnacles. you’ll see,
however, today i was gathering the mixed emotions from the previous month and smashing them neatly into a huge ball of unexpected rage which i’ve thrown at my sister too much. realized, apologized and began to cope. bottom line, we attended the blackbirds 80s dance party which i loved for the tunes - glorious beats and sounds - and danced with a real cool Kenyan who looked like miles davis. but what can i say, i’m kinda into someone i met recently so we’ll just have to take it easy and wait and see. i dislike liking someone, honestly. its kinda a bummer to get excited about a guy wanting to meet up for a date and talk (a guy who is actually my type and that i’m attracted to in more than one way) because it means caring - which takes up alot of time and space in my mind. ugh. but it also means a reason to settle down and that dancing is just dancing, it doesn’t mean that i’m easy and lonely. it means that i’m excited… to go on a legit daytime date, show off how awesome and smart and beautiful i am and see if i feel the same about him as i feel about myself, haha! until then, i’ma just hang out, theres no room for footsy until i see what i see… but theres a second potential suitor from prior years who truly trumps all men. we’ll see, we’ll see what we see. until then, i will try to keep this blog art - oriented. you dirty barnacles!